l'éternité

Basyirah Azahar — Sat, 03 Oct 2009 02:53:55 -0700

Basyirah Azahar — Sat, 03 Oct 2009 02:53:38 -0700

:D Hello. i know its been a very very very very very long time since i updated and the blog is motherf deaddd. been busy weezy with school and preparation for eoy and of course Hari raya. Bleah. Dont like. Lets see where should i start. Hmm alright, school. Since cca is suspended im rather free-er for 3 days. But things will just pop out to disturb my free time. ARGH. lets see had pizza with rani last thursday. we were like "eh want to eat where ah". then i showed my grin face when she said lets go and she will go "-.- KFC" HAHA. but we didnt eat KFC on thursday but went to pizza hut. :D Rani was complaining about her food nonstop. this girl ah. oh yah before that i met nurun and kim! :DD missed them alot. and so hugged both of them. :) D was jamming with his friends so didnt get to meet him :( MISS YOU BODO. Friday. had my first eoy paper in the hall. must say that it was th toughest malay paper i had ever sat for. rawr!! i stared into blank space during paper 2 alot. distracted. sigh. Must say im not prepared for my other papers. I dont feel safe with maths at all :( but on the brighter note i managed to improve my sciences :D must go nightstudy already. perhaps with classmates(?) bloop bloop. im gng jalan raye later.. argh i want to study for eoyyyyyyyyy but parents are like bringing me out non stop. grr rawr bloop weee woooo @#$%^! okay crap. so i guess that is all i will update very lazy actually. d was th one who mentioned abt the blog being dead. and d was very sweet just now. thanks for cheering me up k dear? (: hugs. i want meet youuuuu! :( sobsob sad. i miss my d. and to hazryn, do get well kay? love ya. and to halima i have a suprise for you :) overall! I MISS ABDUL DJALIL!!!! GAHHHHHHHHHH! :(

Basyirah Azahar — Sat, 29 Aug 2009 22:40:03 -0700

Basyirah Azahar — Sat, 29 Aug 2009 22:15:04 -0700

right now, all i can do is just look at our photos. just think about how awesome every 21st was for us. just ponder over how meaningful and beautiful it is to be with you. just thank god for blessing me with someone who truly loves me. just be patient with what we are gng thru now. just hope things gets better. just hope that i can have your arms around me again. all i can do is just hope. im holding tight to that gift , that badge, those yellow hearts, those m&n wrappers, holding on to everything that reminds me of you. Just anyth. fearing that ur getting sick of this. fearing that i will lose you. nevertheless, i still love you. stay strong like how lynette used to tell me. stay strong. yes strong.

cause you said that things may not be gng according to plan. Mane tau yng akan datang lagi bagus. I hope there are better things in store for us. There is only one name in my mind now. and that is yours.

Basyirah Azahar — Sat, 22 Aug 2009 00:27:25 -0700