(i have never thought i would be in love like this)
21stApril2009. A day which will remain embedded in my memory.
2 important person in my life suprised me for my birthday.
Its a long story. Ask me personally, though some of you people already how it happened.
Sweet arent they? I want to thank my bestest girlfriend and babypanda for coming up with the idea and tricking me and everything lah. Its kind of belated. But i swear i will never forget that particular special day. You have done so many things for me. How am i ever going to repay you for my happiness? I hope our friendship will last foreveeeeeeer! :D
& as for you djalil.
im touched. speechless. words cant describe how i felt at point of time.
thanks for the brownies and the box full of yellow hearts.
things may not be going that well for us right now.
we may not talk to each other as often. not meet as often as last time
my feelings for you are still the same. in fact its getting stonger.
dont put me aside. dont turn your back on me. cause i wont do that you.
i will stay strong and put up with this.
for you. and only you.
as for now, im missing you
super badly.
just live it with basyirah. i feel so much better now. after venting out on my blog. girlfriend has lend her listening ear. Thank you love!(: mye is going to be over soon.
last paper is on friday. and i go @#$%^&*( ~
enough blogging chowwwwwwwwww! :D
im still not over it. im not sad. just dissapointed.im not being biased.but i swear kranji sounded super nice on that day. was it the judges?I guess it just wasnt our day.
i love band.i love the bandies.i lovemy trombone family.i love my sisters in band.
band gives that sense of belonging.band makes u feel so stress-relieved.
band is the best.no.kranji sypmhonic band is the best.
forever and always
I miss you badly. Super badly. No. Ultra badly. Ahhhhh ):
I want tommorow. I want to see you. I want to see ur smile. Listen to ur voice.
Hold ur warm hand.Hug u very tightly this time. I just miss everything about u lah. I havent seen you for 3 days. But it feels like 3 months or even 3 years. It hurts so badly not getting to see you. Hai. ):
My pms-ing mood has finally arrived. Ohh great.
I will be mumbling stupid stuffs and get super moody for nothing.
Gng to work hard for mye this time. Must get back all th grades.
Less eating in class. Pay more attention. Stop daydreaming.
Take my homework and tests seriously. I have so much to catch up.
Pms kindly leave soon alright.Shucks.This post is soo not basyirah.
Special thanks to hazryn,jannah,debbie and farhana for listening to me today.
Especially hazryn(: Im happy that ur happy bbypanda! Mama love you! :D
& Farhana dont sadsad k?Im here(:
When everybody was having earth's hour. I was sleeping soundly in my bed. Im sorry hor if i abandon you. ): I was dead beat ah, slept from 6.30 to 3am in the morning. I didnt even wake up for a second. DAMN IM GREAT :D or rather im just shagged with my packed schedule for the past 2 weeks! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Syf is now in 5 days time. im nervous for it already, im pretty sure that other ksb bandies are feeling it right now. We can do it k? After all the tremendous effort that we have put in. Especially during camp when we played music and sat awake untill 2am and nobody complained, WE DESERVE THAT GOLD! We wil make a breakthrough! ahaha!(: Life has been pretty awesome cum stressful.Thanks to results i am more determined to do better for mye! :D i will snatch away the beautiful results just to make my parents proud of me!!
Gng for sws concert and outing with trombone and euphy section later. :D:D excited to maxzsx! hopefully hazryn can make it too. i want hyper with her and point middle finger(inside joke) :D
Honestly, im so bored that im blogging now. And doing stupid stuffs like (look at pics below) :
HAHAHAHAHAHAH! :D okay im joking only hor djalil. jangan amek hati!(: i shall clean up the house now before gng out later. im craving for oreo crush and swensens!ahhhhh money money come to me!(: LOVE YOU PEOPLE AND (I) :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
Band camp was great but was seperated by babypanda ): so sad lah. i feel so lost without my babypanda. hai. but we still love each other ((:Oh nooooooooooooooo! March Holidays are coming to an end! & i didnt even freaking rest for a day! Band took up most of the holiays. *breathes in and out * For band, i shall persevere. Havent touched on the bloddy homeworks. I dont even have the mood to do any of them. Freak. I bet my other classmates have completed most of their homework. Jyeah. I shall work hard after syf to catch up with my studies. Band must get gold! After all the effort and hardwork we deserve a gold like seriously.
have fun turning your head!((:
Today's the 21st. One month since the day of all confessions.
I still remember every single of moment of that day. I have never been this crazy for a man.He is Abdul Djalil. From a irritating,fun,super horny bestfriend in msn to one of the most important person in my life. I have never regretted knowing you. Cause your one of a kind. Its not everyday i stumble upon someone as awesome as you. Seriously. Hazryn knows the best on how crazy was i about you. I have met my dream guy which is you. Yes, you. This feeling will never change and i believe it will last. Thanks for being there for me for the whole of this month, for always making my day, for always making me smile and laugh,for always entertaining my lameness,for everything lah! I cant imagine if i were to lose you. I will most prolly go crazy and not want to live this life anymore. Cause your too precious to me. Never betray me okay? Remember? I dont want anyone anymore. I want you to be the last one. I will never want to lose you. Sayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang papapanda(: must remember babypanda too. I love our last alphabet of our ic number, i love our house colour, i love orea crush and most importantly, iloveyou.
Quick Review Of Life:Oral! (: Im lucky that i got a good teacher. Hopefully can score well. *prays hard*
Im off for band camp. 2 day one night only. :D
I need to catch up with some of my friends. Sorry if you feel abandoned.
I cant sleep now. Gosh. Oreo Crush made me smile all of a sudden just now(:
Im happy for my mil wil ah! ((: Teeny weeny ______ (: Goodluck k!
Time really flies. Gosh.
Syf is coming. My one and only syf. Will work hard for the gold!
KSB WILL GET A FREAKING GOLD!
ONE BAND ONE SOUND !
(i have never thought i would be in love like this)
Im a total loser in introducing myself. But i will try my best.Fifteen.Kranjian and in school's symphonic band.Im loving my diversity of friends. I dont give a damn if you hate me. Your just being an idiot.Im super ultra very extremely friendly and nice. And you will never fail listening to my craps and see me in hyper mood. I love to study and yes im a geek. I do talk dirty stuffs. But thats just me. So deal with it.
