on hiatus. the thing above is very very very long time agooo.

awesum moments with girlfriend(we wanted to make a mat photo)

Things are not going so well for us right now. Been thinking about what i really did and i put myself in your shoes. Im not going to be angry cause i dont deserve to be angry. At least for now, i know how you feel. And im going to srsly work things out. And yes you may say i have other friends who understand me. But its you who has been through thick and thin. I will things rest for now. But i promise i will get back to you. I dont wish to repeat this whole cycle again. I bet you dont want to. Just want you to know that your still the best girlfriend to me. And thanks to the people who were there to advice and me and all. Thanks D,H,D,S,A,F. Im going away for now.

Hello!:D its been some time since i updated so here i am trying to put aside my laziness and update about life as much as possible. Last week was hectic as i had something to do everyday from morning till late afternoon. Didnt get much sleep and rest that i suffered brain damage along the way. Brooooooom! But th main highlight of last week was the band investiture organised and carried out by the fellow sec 3's. I must say that it was a success despite the disputes and disagreements that we had along the way. Well nobody is perfect and they will be definitely be flaws in one's organisation thus i dont really like to critic other people's leadership as i myself cant lead that well. And so yeah. We have the new band leaders for 2009 which are James Tan, Debbie Ng ____(haha) and Rani Hazryn Ilyana. The drum major, band major and band honorary secretary respectively. Congrats to all of you and i believe that you guys will do a great job in bringing band to greater heights!(: Will support you guys all the way alright. As for myself, i was appointed as the Recruit I/c and the section leader of my section,the awesome trombone!:D I do not consider my post as a high one but i must do carry out my duties as the sec 1's are now in my hand. I will need to discipline them up to the band's standard. I will keep my promise to girlfriend to train them well. :D And as for section leader post. i hope that i could keep the strong bond that we are having right now. Horneh horneh foreveeeeeeeeer!(:I guess i will miss my seniors like alot. You guys must cme back and visit us kay?(: Currently, im missing alot of people. School,bandies,girlfriend,3E'09,and my basket. Grrrrrrrrrr.I want to catch up with them so badly. I have been having some horny talk with Dellysda these days which is actually very fun and haha nvm, its a secret between us aye. Shall stop right now. I want to eat!Hungreeeeeeeeeh! 

changing room chaos.

Fianlly trombone section is done with our present for subby. Effort lehhhh.Im gng to camwhore with girlf tommorow. Idc. Which means i must recover asap. Now now now! Im down with a stupid fucking fever. Just checked my temperature and it was 38.0 :( i forced myself to swallow panadol pills. Grrr. Im still collecting photos from syf fiesta. And i notice that i never smile properly in most of the photos. I will always end up with a goofy or orgasm or unglam pose. But i like :D another side of me exposedzxs. okay im going to rest now. I hate being sick! :( and i want to meet boyf sooooon! Grrrrrrr!

( stage left )

Grrr, im stuck at home on a sunday. I want to go out with my family lah! Mummy is sleeping right now. So we cant go out or anything. Yesterday night was damn fun with dad and brother. We were trying to figure how to use the china phone. The one with teevee features and all. I dont know how to describe how idiotic my brother was.  So i shant elaborate how fun yesterday night was. Its my family's secret. Haha! They offered me that phone but then i would rather wait for my LG viewty. I know its like outdated and all but its still the most sexiest phone in my eyes. Ahhhh! Mummy pls pls get it for me. I promise to work hard for my studies :D :D Shucks. And so now im doing my social studies project research. Falklands war. Very alien hor the title. I shall try to concentrate and read those lengthy information and try to summarise it. Group meeting on thursday :/  God,im super packed this week. With classes and band investiture and malay competition. I hope i can survive this week. Hazryn has a more packed week so jiayou girlfriend!!(: Then im so free for next the 2 weeks. Yay! I can go meet my relatives and by then grandmother will be back from "umrah" ! (:(: Boyf is coming home today! *smiles widely* After 4 days not receiving any text , not listening to his voice and having him irritating me and all, he is finally coming back from his holiday! I will be waiting for his text :D kaaaay, i think i should stop here and continue on my research. chowwww![:

You're the only one
I'd be with till the end